i have too many concepts to go into depth on.
that wasn't a sentence.anyways i wanna explore her deep love for her sadness ; how she believes that if she saves so many people it'll make up for the peopleshe let and saw diehow she believes that if she dies then that'll make up for the deaths she's caused ; how she believes that her very own demise is thecure for all the broken hearts ; the answer to her deep desolation.i wanna explore how she thinks thatshe'll never know true happiness because any sliver of joy has been outweighed by whatever pain comes along. i wanna explore heramorous connection with death ; how she's almost intimate with the concept because she's touched it so many times ; she's experiencedit through other people ; she's died along with other people but she's still walking / breathing / living.i wanna explore so many things.